Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Its over, no point living

My heart’s wrecked. I was too distraught this morning that I skipped my brunch.

Don’t tell me its not the end of the world and all that crazy bullshit, because according to my world, it is.

I think that’s where I’ll be for now; my own world. Nothing beats the comfort and warmth of your own room when you need to be all to yourself (like wanking for example), totally shut from the outside world.

Its crazy out there, I’m telling you. In this current state of mind, I feel as though everyone out there is insane. Its like they’re eager to get me, throwing jabs to where it hurts most and continue pounding till the old wound starts to bleed again.

So its best to just throw myself into an incarceration and treat this wounded heart with some Ubat Kuning.

Until its fully healed, I’ll be blowing bubbles in the land of make believe (e.g Hefner’s Mansion West)- my room.

For any urgent matter, you know where to reach me.

To those rich politician bastards who wish to do some charity and donate a huge chunk of their ill-gotten loose change, I can be reached via email. You can find it somewhere in the profile section.

Till whenever, happy whatever, guys/gals. Or whoever.

24 comments:

.ani said...

aawwwwwwwwwwwwwww Kerpie ... don't be like that ... bola tu bulat la babe ... so it went in my favour **hehehe** but next time mana tau ...

{{HUGS}} love ya just the same Thambi!

Pi Bani said...

Wei, frust kalah bola ke frust bercinta?!

Raden Galoh said...

Bro..apasal ni? Macam bunyi frust kalah sbb bola je... ke ada ill-feeling terlantun kat you?

You taknak kluar tgk dunia takpe, asal we all boleh masuk gua you tgk and kacau you...hehehe

hugs. and loads of love.

Kata Tak Nak said...

I know, no amount of kind words is gonna change things. Yes, you were hammered, yes, it's another trophy-less year, yes you felt as if you were raped in your own bedroom but its not the end of the world you know? Who knows in 2349 the Gunners could win the league cup? Jangan marah bro. I was joking saja.

muteaudio said...

Whts the big deal? Like Chegu said, it's still another trophy-less season. Nothing changed. So sit back and relax.

mozHASturnedINTOaMartian said...

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mozHASturnedINTOaMartian said...

always leave it to a yid show his arsey face in times like this..
:)))

arghghghghhghghghghg..whyyyy is taking so longggggg to finishhhh la machaaaaaaaaaa

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

Akka,

Hugs to you too (half-heartedly)…hehehe…


Kak Pi,

Mesti la frust pada cinta pertama, iaitu bola sepak.


Kak D!

Its all about football la akak. If losing is not the end of the world, I don’t know what else is…hahaha…hugs to you too!!


Cikgu,

Ouch, that hurts man. Hurts like hell. But since its been more than 5 years without a trophy to be proud of, I’m beginning to get used to it. all the best to you cikgu. My season is effectively over.


Raz man,

It’s a huge deal to me. But I’ll get some rest, but not until this old would heals.


Mozzzz…

Its finished la for both of us. At least to me, I’m totally done for the season.

jaflam said...

Hai Kerp,
So lost and so lonley ..... You Never Walk Alone ...When I was in Liverpool football is Relgion but back here it became Ais Kacang emmm.

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

Dato J,

believe it or not, there are Kops in our country who treats Liverpool as their religion. i sure know a bunch. but this is about my beloved Arsenal. another season and another flop. i am so hurt...hahaha...

Bernard said...

So now you know how Spurs fans (like Moz) feels! We may very well join you Gooners as well unless we win all our remaining games & the Scummers f@#& up at least 2 of theirs.

COME ON BARCA!!!!

Anba said...

Kerp...me knows really well how u feel...
it's even more painful when we came so near and we lost to the team that we should not lose to...
I remember the same painful mpments back in 1995 when we lost the UEFA cup against zaragoza ...sama mcm that year 2006 when we lost ...a darn... i need some time to heal myself...

anfield devotee said...

Tau pun sakit ah . . .

Serves you the fook rite fer wasting precious time & energy fer that abomination of a 4-4 @ Anfield.

Now all of us have to fooking watch the smug scum bastards win everything . . .

Aaaaaaaaarrrrgh!

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

Bernard,

If I were a spurs fan my heart would be totally reduced to rubble by the end of last decade…haha…

So you guys are still having some faith huh? I wouldn’t put too much if I were you. betting for them to drop 6 points doesn’t sound like a good idea. But you just never know. All the best in all the remaining games. I am done for the season.


Anba,

Yea…and not to forget Copenhagen 2000. one of those heart-wrecking moments. What sickens me most was the way we lost yesterday morning. we went down without giving them much of a fight. They really had a stroll in the park la. Tu yang aku bengang tu.


Bala,

Believe it or not, in one of the online polls, that game @Anfield was voted as our best performance of the season. And I couldn’t agree more. I’m sorry it had to be you guys. Watch Arshavin go next season.

As for now, I’m done. We can start planning for another round of makan2.

Tinesh said...

ermm hey dude! chill la. there's always next season. ermm yea. okthxbai

tokasid said...

Kerp:

Actually by mid season you sort of knew whats to become of Arsenal and Chelsea. To Arsenal esp when Fab and Walcot was injured.

Personally I think Arsenal,Chelsea and Liverpool players needs to change their mentality. There must be more hunger for success on the field in all games and tourney.

All the top 4 teams in BPL have good quality players. Most are well known internationals. The link must be extremely strong to make them a unit. This, like it or not is Ferguson's strenght. He got something that Wenger or Rafa missed. Hiddink and Maurinho have that special assest too like Fergie.

Lets just enjoy the game now that Arse is not in the race.

Let Barcelona and MU entertain us.

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

tman,

just say la we were sucked. you can do better than just "there's always next season" crap la macha.


doc,

in the premier league, yes. butas far as Champs League goes, we Gunners always had hope to reach Rome, no less. that would be the peak of the season.

but i concur with you that sir Alex has the extra edge over Wenger and Rafa. its all down to experience and ofcos, healthy coffers.

Wenger lacks the latter. maybe he's learned something from the current's yet another dud season. time to get an experienced personnel over potentials.

thanks doc. Barca Vs ManU? nahh... i'm done for the season.

Achilles said...

Kerp: At first me thought some politician tried to fook with you.

Sorry-lah, me not a football fan.

If its any consolation, the latest posting in my blog may cheer you up. Its about "firm breasts"

hehehehee

anfield devotee said...

4-1 lagi . . . adui . . . what ye gooners trying to prove la dey . . .

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

rajan,

spoke to bala earlier and told him how surprised i am to learn you're no footie fan. thought you're one of them Kops...hehe...


Bala,

season's over la bro. didnt even lose sleep over it.

Daphne Ling said...

Er...

Words fail me...

Bola...

Words realllly fail me...

Anba said...

4-1 is really painful...
ranks among the worse ...i still remember the season we lost MAN U 6-1 thats the really killer result...
kerp...'m really fooked up...
3-1 4-1 ...hard times...

Achilles said...

Kerp: hehehehe... no-lah.. i have never been a footie fan and i can't even play footie for nuts.

everyone thinks i am because i am crazy about about fitness and hence they feel i will be good. only time i watch footie is World Cup. besides that, not me cup of tea-lah.

Kerp (Ph.D) said...

Daphne Ling!

you dont need to say much. just good to hear from you. been a while anyway.


Anba,

bro, nothing much was at stake, hence i didnt lose sleep that night. i've started to look forward to next season. give it a rest la brother, or else you'll suffer more heartache come saturday (vs ManU @OT).


Rajan,

no worries brother. its a non-issue anyway. as long i get free health tips from you, i'm good...hehehe...